From: Susie
Date: 12/17/2003
Time: 2:15:16 PM
Remote Name: 67.1.152.132
Hello Everyone...... It's been a long time since I've posted. I've been doing well and have been trying to move on with my life. February will be 3 years since my ATG treatment and as of 2 months ago, my counts were still doing well. Here's the problem. For the longest time I was unable to even think about the future because I was so afraid I wouldn't be around for it. Over the last year or so, I had become more confident in my recovery and had been able to think about the future. In doing so, my husband and I finally decided to put an addition on our home and remodel our existing home. This, of course, included painting walls and refinishing our hardwood floor. I took some precautions after painting (I didn't do the painting) including ventilation and sleeping away from the house one or two nights. I was particularly parnoid about and focused on the dangers of the paint, but, for whatever reason, neglected to feel too concerned about the toxins in refinishing the hardwood floors. I only left the home for 2 nights as it was a two day process, the first staining and putting the first coat on and the second day putting the final coat on. Anyway, when I returned to our home, I must admit the odor was still quite strong. I chose to ignore it, I guess. I am now regretting having exposed myself to these toxins AND am again horrified that I have put myself at great risk. I also learned, just today, that there are scary chemicals in the enamel based paint that was used on our trim. More bad news. I feel irresponsible and ignorant right now and am down right scared. Any input? I hope you're all well. Susie, 37 SAA
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